Every year, the juniors and seniors each do a scavenger hunt, but all the juniors kinda hate each other, so this scavenger hunt is going to be so shitty. It’s Thursday night and I really want more people to join our team so we can actually have fun and enjoy doing something different. It won’t be that bad if people participate. Hunts are supposed to be fun and I hope this one is too :c
I think one of my biggest fears is losing friends because I smoke weed. I know it probably sounds stupid, but I really do get paranoid over it. I know for a fact that it hasn’t changed me. Except for like, well, the fact that I get high sometimes. I’m still the same - I just added something new to my life about a year ago. It makes me feel great. It helps me forget my worries for a while. It aids me in working things out. i’m not dependent on it, and I don’t ditch plans to go smoke or anything. I’m not some scumbag who goes out getting drunk and doing hard drugs - I’m not into any of that. I really hope that I haven’t hurt anyone by it… I don’t know. I doubt anyone cares about me enough to actually be hurt by it. Now I’m just ranting because I’m extra paranoid.
Time for anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds~ Sick life.