i honestly didn’t think i’d miss you, especially after what you said to me today. i was horribly mistaken and it kills me inside more than anyone can imagine. everything we ever had is now lost for good and you want nothing to do with me. it’s gonna take a lifetime to get over this.
“Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl,
it beats for two.
Because I got your love and I got these vices.
Take back every word I’ve said, ever said to you.”—