Was the last person you held hands with a boy or girl? girl.
Have you ever gone tanning? outside.
Do you miss the way things used to be? mhm.
What did you do yesterday? stuff.
Can you recall the last time you really liked someone a lot? right now.
Who’s the last person you talked to before going to bed? my dad.
What does it take to get you out of bed early (before 9 am)? idk. i’m usually up pretty early anyway.
Are any of your friends virgins? some.
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now? not at all.
What shirt are you wearing? i’m… not.
What “made” your day today? being stealthy.
When did you go in a car last? when my dad picked me up @9.
How’s life going for you? dfbjlbflhbszghbskd
When I say the word “sprung”, what do you think of? dick.
What are you listening to? ac.
What’s something you’re not looking forward to? life.
What are you looking forward to next summer? we’re in the middle of summer.. dick.
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? dfjsvdhgfvaljsvbdf.
If I gave you a drug test would you pass? i would.
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone? a lot.
Do you think it’s possible to be friends with someone you wanna be with? been there, done that.
Are promises important to you? yeah, beyond important.
Who is the last person to sleep over? kristen.
What’s the last song you heard? idk.
What were you doing this time yesterday? sleeping, i think.
Whose car were you in last? dad’s. What are your plans for the weekend? nothhhing.
How do you feel about school? fuck it.
How late did you stay up last night? idr.
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? fglabslfkk;jbg not worth it.
Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/smell/hear it? mhmmmm that’s why i bought something at the mall today.
Have you ever slept with a member of the opposite sex without having sex? obvs.
Do you like meeting new people? i do, but i’m really quiet.
What’s something you really want right now? my boyfriend.
Do you sometimes use your music player to help you fall asleep? i guess so.
What time did you wake up this morning? elevenish.
Have any interesting conversations lately? not really. Who did you last pinky promise with? prob mary or megan.
What was the first thing you thought of this morning? hdbvfjvaejfs.
What do you do when you’re having a bad day? raise hell.
Does anyone completely understand you? no.
Who are you texting? no one.
Have you ever kissed someone in front of your parents? yeah.
So where’s your man/girl? bahamas.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? yeah.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week? yesss.
Have you faced any of your fears lately? :| Have you ever kissed under water? yes.
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried? josh.
Do you have to plug your nose while swimming under water? ..no.
Are you a heart breaker? no. Have you lost any family member to cancer? mhm…
Is it ever too late to apologize? no.
Which friend are you most similar? idk.
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends? i feel like i’d get too pissed at a hotel with everyone stuck in the same room. Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name starts with P, T, R, M, C or D? idts. most of the kids i’ve kissed start with j, rararara. which is awk cause i love j names.
Have you ever shouted at random people from inside a moving car? soml.
How was last night for you? horrible.
What woke you up today? myself.
Has anyone said they love you today? i think so.. Are there any stressful situations in your life? vfjlvsdjgvasgb
How would you look with black hair? terrible..
Are you usually wide awake in the morning? not unless i make myself.
Has anyone told you they miss you lately? mhm.
Right now, are you on the phone? i’m never on the phone.
Can you honestly say you’re okay right now? no.
When was the last time you cried? before.
Do you want to get married anytime soon? not at all.
Are you waiting for anything? :|
How did you feel last night? blahhhhhhhhh
Do you wish someone was with you right now? 3’: Are you a forgiving person? too much so. Where do you wish you were right now? with josh.
Name your last reason for using a camera? …taking pictures.
Do you like when people play with your hair? love it.
Last picture comment was from? idr.
Ever sang to your crush? prob. Eyes or smile? eyes.
Over- protective or controlling? over-protective.
Easy-going or up-tight? easy going.
How was your day overall? alright.
Who did you sit with at lunch today? school’s out jhdvfjvzg
Has anyone ever called cops on you? idts. How long does it take to have a shower & wash your hair? depends.
Ever tackled someone to the ground? yeah.
Did you climb trees when you were young? yep.
Ever sleep on a couch with the opposite sex? yeahh.
Do you need to say something to someone? not reallyyyy.
What’s the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week? 7,
Ever cried till you threw up? ew, no.
How many people have you hugged in the past week? idk i haven’t left my house much.
Does your MySpace password have to do with a person? no. Do you believe ex’s can be friends? yes.
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? i don’t remember.
What’s your current problem? life.
Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them? hfbbglsd terribly. Imagine you’re 40 and your spouse just died would you get re-married? wtf idkkk this is why i don’t want to get marrrrried.
Have you ever wrote a love song/ poem/ letter/ note? yes.
What are you about to do? answer the next question. What will you be doing tomorrow? idk, probably nothing.
How do you feel about your hair right now? make it stop.
What are you doing besides this? nothing. Is your best friend a slut? obvs.
Who do you blame for your bad mood today? myself.
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back? most likely.
In the past two weeks have you hugged someone you have/had feelings for? :|
Except for that monstrosity of Bohemian Rhapsody he did. I can’t bring myself to delete it because I just can’t have the whole PGCR without that and my OCD will have an aneurysm dhsvfjsvdlfshfbg; fuck me.
Went to the mall with M&M and whatever, and as we were leaving my belly started to hurt :( Weh, no big dealll. Then we went to Dunkin Donuts and I just sat there, went to the park and died, went to Megan’s and turned into a corpse on the floor. I took some of Megans’s Po Chai pill things (Asian’s, ftw) which eased the pain a little. Maybe because I only took half of what I was supposed to… But yeah, we were watching Saw which is basically my all time favorite movie and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I went home at like, 9. Pulling myself up the stairs was horrible. Once I got in my room I OD’d on Tylenol PM and passed the fuck out. Woke up four time with immense pain and forced myself back to sleep.
Now the pain subsided and I can actually some what move. So I come on Tumblrto easemy OCD… I want to read my book.
Today is your day off, and we desperately need to go food shopping because we have absolutely nothing in the house. But instead you sit outside in the sun on your fat ass drinking and smoking cigarette after cigarette.
"Mom, can you go food shopping?"
"No, I don’t like it - let your dad do it."
"You know he won’t want to when he gets home from work and it doesn’t matter if you like it or not, it needs to be done."
"Erica, leave me alone."
Shut up. You don’t do shit. Ever. You’re nasty to me all the time for no reason. You always tell me to drop the attitude - wel, mom, guess where I get my attitude from? You spend your days off doing shit when things really need to get done. I’m tired of being the mother of this family when you act like a little kid. I’m fifteen, and I should be acting like it. But instead I take all the action in this family and try and make everyone’s lives easier. And on top of all that, you ask me about Josh and when he’s coming home and, “Oh I feel like he’s been gone forever!” when I finally made myself feel slightly better about the fact that he’s gone and will be gone for a long ass time.
Oh, and I’m sure sitting on your ass, drinking, and smoking in the sun will help you lose weight like you want to. Considering you do this all the time and all you do is complain about your weight.
This is why I don’t like you. This is why I can’t talk to you about anything. This is why I don’t ever want to be around you.