For once. Went to the nephrologist today. Don’t have to go back for another six months unless something with my kidney stones happens before then! I’m so tired of going and getting sonograms, CT scans and x-rays. I’ve given them more urine than i have the sewers. My kidneys are getting better :)
Now I just have to fight another battle later. A whole new type of battle.
So tonight I was using the restroom at the venue and I was going #1 when all of the sudden I see a spider crawling on the ground next to my feet!!! I freaked out and tried to dance and pee at the same time so that it wouldn’t crawl on me… I even yelled at it! For some reason it just wouldn’t go…
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will always always always make me laugh, not matter how low in life I am. That just goes to show how much I enjoy stupid humor and just how much of a guy I am mentally. And ya know what, from behind I even look like a guy. I have the pictures as proof.
LOL, CAN YOU SAY FLAT ASS? I can. Ima b0y. I’m an emotional, ranting mess of a boy. I can honestly say I cried every day in the month of March. I promised myself I wouldn’t cry in April. I stuck to that promise half and half. Crying is natural and a good way to relive shit. So if I want to cry, I’ll cry. Not that I necessarily want to cry. I just want to get out bad feelings. I release my demons and negatives in my life by my tear ducts rather than old habits.
This turned into something completely different than what I thought. Where is my bed? Oh, under my ass. Maybe I should use it correctly and lay down.
you’re also someone who just gets to me sometimes. with the way you act and the shit you say, sometimes i don’t think you should have a girlfriend. especially if you’re going back and forth between two of my friends, one of whom you’ve dated, talked shit about, and it ended. you say you like one then go to the other. no girl deserves that. you say you want sex then say you want just a nice relationship. no girl deserves that either. why don’t people think anymooooore? i can’t remember the last time we talked about something other than relationship issues. oh wait.. never mind. ugh, i can’t take life anymoooore.
bitching and complaining and yelling to and about everyone? I do this all the time. Ugh, why? I haven’t looked at my phone in ages. I stopped my homework. I’m not going out with my family. I want to sleep forever. Maybe just scream forever.
I actually need a lot of sleep. I wish I wasn’t so tired, because if I wasn’t, I’d be ranting about every little thing in my life that bothers me in the slightest bit. Oh, how I just love to bitch, complain, and rant. Makes me feel like my life is going real swell, ya know. I wish I had more things to write about that I love. But no, it’s all taken over by stupid, worthless crap that bothers me too much. And all that stupid, worthless crap shouldn’t be happening to begin with because you’re just dumb sometimes. When you do things like that it doesn’t fix shit.
I’m thinking about making a Tumblr just for myself. Just so I know it’s out there on the Internet and it’s not kept to myself. If people read it, they read it. Oh fucking well. I won’t allow followers and I won’t follow anyone. My secret, not so secret account. Sounds good. I need to let so much out, and writing in my book makes me insane. I can’t remember the last time I actually wrote in that thing. Everything is so computerized now.